Trying to hold on to you
Yet theres nothing there.
My heart always loving you
foever i will care.
wanting to hate you
to leave me alone.
knocking at your door
theres none home.
which one of us
is to lost to be found.
or is it both of us
who stands on unstabel ground?
are both of us falling?
both of crying?
inside are both of us dying?
I held you up
made you forget your pain.
for awhile
you forgot about the rain.
for awhile
you forgot about your mother.
and loved me
like none other.
for awhile
she couldnt hurt you.
for awhile
there was nothing she could do.
then she destroyed us
her hate was for me.
but shes created a monster
inside of thee.
both of us
are lost in our night.
both of us
have forgotton all light.
im trying to find
the right path agian.
slowly paying for
all of my past sin.
so as i try to love you
you push all away.
you close your eyes
and you dont hear me say.
"As God as my wittness
I always love you."
your killing me slowly,
but your killing yourself to.
so dont love me, dont care
but i will always be there.
dont hold me, dont love
but ill watch from above.
why has God
delivered us this fate?
but perhaps your "love"
was truly hate.