Pushing everything away from me
Letting my own fears get the best of me
Everyone screaming
A single tear falls from the hurt of their words
Smiling seems like such a distant memory
Eyes of people not truly seeing me is driving me utterly insane
Mimicking people has become an excellent trait of mine
Acting as happy as the "friend" next to me
Knowing fully that no one really cares about the true me
Escaping from this hell is only in my dreams
The hurt is becoming unbearable though
Hearing how you really think of me kills me
I don't want this
Stop your hate towards me
Please tell me you're proud of me
And that you really do love me
I want to die sometimes
Nevertheless I'll try
Someone please come and save me
Take me to a place where you will love me
Only me
Please make this pain stop