9/25/04
You say I don't know what you are going through
And I know that I don't.
Well, guess what?
You don't know what I'm going through either.
So, please don't say that you do.
You don't have to please two people,
People that you love very much
But, want two different things.
I agree with what she says at some points
And I agree with you at others.
But right now I can't choose.
I either have to please her and hurt you
Or hurt her and please you.
I am only one person you know.
I can only do so much.
Right now I am so.
So hurt and confused.
How can you believe that I cheated on you?
I thought you knew me better than that.
Well, I guess I'm wrong.
If you can look me in the eyes
And say that you think someone else,
Anyone else can be the father then.
Then I will leave you with a kiss on the cheek,
Your class ring in one hand
And a goodbye in the other.
I will ask no questions.
I will forget you even exist.
I will let you move on with your life.
I will ask nothing of you.
No explanation.
Not even ask if you still love me
Or if you even care.
I will leave you standing there
Hurt, I don't know
But, alone.