I shouldn't be broken,
I thought you fixed me,
Made me whole,
Or maybe not,
Maybe I gave myself up,
Only for you to steal my hope away,
I don't know anymore,
Because even though I'm wrapped in joy,
And your arms,
Even though I smile when you're here,
When I'm alone, I still cry,
I still cut deep til I bleed,
I still watch as life pools around my feet,
But now there is guilt.
Or more guilt,
Because I let you down,
And I shouldn't,
Because you make me want to breathe.