*He Doesn't Even Know*

*sometimes guys are clueless...*
I saw him the other night at a party.
He was dancing with her and my vision got foggy.
I saw him fawning over the girl who couldn't care less.
He was telling her he loved her, and my head became a mess.
A mess of thoughts, feelings...
For him, of him.
Like they always are.
ALWAYS about him.
I saw him the other day, walking in the hall.
She was flirting with some other guy, he was afraid that tears might fall.
I saw him lower his eyes to the floor, she saw him as he ran past.
She saw him and tried to get his attention, he just ran by her fast.
So that no one would see

But I did.
I saw his heart fall on the floor.
Like mine did the night before.
The night I saw him at the party...
I saw him again yesterday, walking down the street with her.
The girl who smashed his heart he has forgive, my vision started to blur
I saw him and my heart broke cause she was with him, he forgave her like
nothing was wrong.
The girl who could care less has him, I knew it would happen all along...
I saw him this morning, he was crying by himself.
He thought no one else was there, but I saw him by myself.
I saw him and I felt hurt, I felt hurt FOR him.
I couldn't tell him, I couldn't let him know, I just COULDN'T let him in.
Let him in on the secret that I've kept forever.
I know that I wouldn't be able to get it out.
It'd be a jumble of words coming out of my mouth.
Still, I have to try.
I saw him standing 3 feet in front of me.
He didn't turn around, because he still didn't see.
I saw him and I hugged him, that's when he turned around.
He asked me when I got here, he hadn't heard a sound.
I saw his tears and I felt them too and soon I started to cry.
He stood up and put his arms around me, looking towards the sky.
I saw his tear-stained face that was 2 inches from my own.
I hugged him tight and closed my eyes...

He doesn't even know.

~*~Veonique~*~