: : : : : : Phobia : : : : : :

They're times where I feel like I'm dying
With my body decaying beneath me
Knowing that I should live each moment to the fullest
But realizing I can't overcome my fears
There will be a day where I can pass my fear of living
And embrace myself with open arms
With honesty for the truth I deserve
I'll have a time where I can laugh at loneliness
And allow a spider a kiss of greeting
But for the moment I'm dying
And I can't pass my fear of living