Lost for eternity in my heart

Wondering which is worse

Pretending to loathe you

Or being so close

But yet too far from you

Those moments with you I cherish

So near from your lips

Right against your body

Wanting what I can't have

Breath is taken away

Replaced with the love I possess for you

Your words meaningless

Wishing I could understand your thoughts

Because I know you're trying to tell me more

I don't believe you

And never will

You seem like my feelings are worthless

You know how I fell

But just feed off of my love

Time is running out

Do I live my last days with you

As your enemy

Or your slave?

Too late im already dead

Robbed of my heart and signed off my soul

All to you

And I know you have no intention of mercy.