I close my eyes

You can't see my fears

I close my heart

You can't bring me tears

I hold my head high

You think im so strong

Little do you know

It's all just my pretend

If you knew who I really am

If you could feel the pain within me

My smile covers up

All the pain and misery

Someday you will see

That mask that lies before me

I bleed silently

You forget I'm there

While im in lust

You kill me with your stare

When my heart goes wild

You think hate

Only if you could understand

It's just only my pretend

I open my eyes my eyes

You see my tears

I give my heart

You awake my fears

You peer into my soul

Lost for so long

And bring it out

To where it now belongs