You will forever lie in my memory,

The girl I never now may see,

You once were there with every hour,

Now we both have not the power,

To rewind back to the life that was,

Nor do we try just because.

I do not even know sometimes

If it were truth or if it were lies,

When you called me sister and called me friend,

And then you tried to make your life end.

I was nothing to you it seems,

And now you seem to spit on my memory.

Should I have cried when you walked away?

Should I have wished that you would stay?

Or should I rejoice that you are gone,

Sing and dance and live my song?

You were there for all my life,

Now it seems to be all in strife.

If you had it to do again,

Would you choose to call me friend?

Or would you live as you do now,

In you own little world just thing how,

We never could understand,

The turns of your mind, the shift of your hand?

Well hear my thoughts and hear my mind,

Hear my song and hear my rhyme,

Once you were my everything,

You were my soul, my heartstring.

But now I see you as you are,

The selfish bitch behind the scar.

You never thought of all the pain,

That bleeds in my heart like a torrential rain.

You made your choice and went your way,

And left me here to make my days.

I cried for you and wondered on,

About what I could have done so wrong.

Well now I know that I did none

You merely got tired of me hun.

Well there you go and there you are,

Hide there behind your scar,

Cry your tears, and live you fears.

But do not look to me with your tears,

And do not reach for me when you fall,

For I shall do as you and ignore the call.

I have fallen just as far,

And made the same mistakes that mar.

My life seems empty and I can't see,

All the joys that used to be.

Well there is my mind and there lies my heart,

I guess I should have said this from the start.

You will forever lie in my memory,

The girl I never now may see,

You once were there with every hour,

Now we both have not the power,

To rewind back to the life that was,

Nor do we try just because.