Why does everything suck so bad? I cry myself to sleep everynight, as I lay staring at an emptiness feels me. Nothing, no one can make it go away. I think over the cruel words that slapped me in the face, and try to make them go away, but they haunt me. They will for forever more. People try to comfort me, but it doesn't help. They whisper behind my back, they don't understand me, what I'm going through. Why does have to be this way,why? I scream to my ceiling but it doesn't anwser. So I cry and cry and cry. I try to raise my head from my pillow, but it falls back to the same spot I was before, the pills I took we're finally kicking in. I slowly smile to myself because I know it will all be over soon, then all I could see was darkness.