Not that kind of girl

It's scary,

This thing, this infatuation

I don't' want them to know but then I do

Just so they'll help me

They all can see, do you?

It's not a puppy love,

(You know I'm not that kind of girl)

Scary

Cause yet, you're still the one I dream about

Scary, cause you know me well enough without the movies or parties, I'm not in that crowd

(You know I'm not that kind of girl)

Scary cause you can calm down the feelings just as easily as you send the other flying off

Scary cause you're a friend and a boy, but not a boyfriend

Scary cause I'm not like those other girls but not one of the guys

Scary cause it's not even close to happening

Scary cause I miss you when you're not around, even though I shouldn't

Scary,

Cause in my dreams, it's not

A date or

A prom or

A wedding or

A big event

(Cause you know I'm not that kind of girl)

It's you and me at Christmas, Not as a boyfriend, just as a boy and a friend

With my family who accepts you

And you finally see

Finally understand

Where I am from and where I am now

Scary cause I'm happy

Scary cause I wake up and I realize I want that, I need that. You

And maybe someday, I'll stop being scared and make the first move

I'll stop being scared and just sitting idly by

(Cause you know I'm not that kind of girl)