"December 22nd"

I'm sorry for what he said,
He never knew it hurt you.
His blind ambition showed no intention,
of leaving you in submission.

I'm sorry for what he did,
He didn't call before you left.
But he still lies and tries,
To leave you with no goodbyes.

I'm sorry for what he will say,
Now he knows you'll cry.
His fake smiles and sweet denials,
Will be the worst yet greatest trials.

Why am I sorry for him?
Why do I care for you more than he does?
Why do I see a man who plays games?
And all you see is love.

I'm sorry for being sorry.
This isn't mine to explain.
You deal with the heartache, the heartbreak
And all the sorrow you'll take.

I'm sorry for caring
You never listened
You're stuck with a monster, he's your disaster.
So live with the lies and keep falling faster.

Next time I won't be there to catch you.

-Kevin Jackson-