cerebral aneurysm

Summary :Love hurts.

If anything is in bold it equals screaming, whilst anything in italics equal whispers.

Gad. What is it with me and singing all of my songs like "Weak and Powerless"? Except for Tragic Magic that is, which is styled off of a Killer's song... Meh. I suck.

there was something there when I saw you
I couldn't even tell myself what this feeling was
there was something shining in your eyes that drew your presence into me
I told myself to ignore it so
I wouldn't fuck up and have you say to leave you be

I knew that I would chase you off
so I just kept pushing myself back away
I knew that I would fuck things up
so I locked myself and hid away the key

I wanted nothing more than a simple chance to love you
but I knew it simply could not be
I wanted nothing more than to know what it was like to hold you
but I knew that you would never want a being such as me
I knew that you could never ever want a being such as me
I wanted nothing more than a simple chance to love you
but I knew it simply couldn't be

for you see some people weren't meant to have love
well one and only person and that wretch is me
only one loveless person and that wretched entity is me
so I watched you my soul was rotting
so I watched you my lidded eyes so haunting
while inside my head a mental time-bomb lay ticking
counting down the seconds to my end

counting down the seconds til my aneurysm
counting down the seconds
counting down the seconds til my cerebral aneurysm
counting down the seconds til
I knew that I could never have you