Finite Life

Spinning 'round in fog filled black
I'd do anything to take it back
faster and faster round and round
locked in the dance for endless abound.

Self-esteem what's that again?
my mouth sewn shut with stitches of years
remember the smile I used to wear my dears.

Spinning 'round in confusion laced angst
listen to all my teenaged-rants
stick them in a dirty bin
hide it good beneath the din.

Cage of uncertainty
bars of fear
help me get out of here?

Spinning 'round hands bound tight
too tired to give in with a fight
faster faster my life's almost gone
the death of all chance I never meant to condone.

Steely spirit broken true
now watch it crumble
my last apology, nothing more than a

mumble.