Never

About four thirty this morning

Through my blurry eyes

I realized what

My heart despised

You would never love me

Not like I love you

You would never love me

My heart broke through and through

Near four fifty-eight this morning

As I stared out my window again

Again I realized

What I wished I never would

You would never love me

Or feel like I do

You would never love me

I don't know what to do

Sometime about five eighteen this morning

As tears stained my face

I came to the conclusion

That made my heart race

You would never love me

No matter what I do

You would never love me

No matter how much I love you

Six twenty-nine this morning

The wind was still

The thoughts I had of you

Would be my last

You would never love me

And that I had known

You would never love me

But my razorblade did