KISSED

A thought screams in my mind

"Kiss me!"

I've wanted to say that to him many times

But I've never had the courage

Nor the emotional strength to say those two precious words

I wish I could

I wish I did

I've wished so many times that maybe he would

He would just take me into his arms

As if to say "It's okay. I'm here for you."

And he'd kiss me

A loving kiss

My first kiss

But it's only a wish

Wishes don't come true

They never do

A wish like this would take a million years to come true

And if it did take that long

I wouldn't be there anyways

I'd be dead

Dead like my soul

Like my heart

An empty heart

With only one emotion filling it

Sorrow

It's an empty feeling

A feeling of depression

Sadness

Loneliness

Misery

If only wishes could come true

Wouldn't that be great?

Then I'd be happy

Joyful

Loved

Kissed