Goodbye

Slice open my veins
and kill me faster,
no longer the tears I can hold,
This depression I cannot master.

The flickering of a flame,
and the low-burning wick,
is extinguished like the desire to live,
I fear...I'm becoming sick.

I hear the laughter,
it comes.. from my lips,
but none of it is true,
I'm a decieving little bitch.

Memories from the past,
Continue to hanut me.
I also look the future,
What am I going to be?

With all the words I utter,
I know I'm not okay.
My faith is gone from the useless God,
no longer will I pray.

Faithless and broken,
I continue to go on.
But now I hold the razor,
it won't be long.

Now I'm scared and bleeding,
I'm not sure I want to die,
Now everything's fading away,
no more living a lie!

Crimson blood is pooling up,
I want to say bye and I'll miss you, too,
None of this is your fault,
So remember that I love you!

You are my friends,
I see your pictures on my shelf,
Now everything is going black...
I'm sorry you couldn't save me...from myself.