The Hope from Within

Gazing out into the deep nothingness that is my life,

I find myself trapped in a of room of transperant walls,

They surround me and torchure me with every second,

I can see the world infront of me yet I can't touch it,

Unable to drink its strong essence swimming around me,

Unable to hear the birds as they tell the world of their story.

All I want is to feel its many surfaces under my tiny fingers,

Smell the flowers that close at night to hide from the dark,

But at daybreak blossom with full colors to show the world,

Desperately I search every inch for a way to escape,

And as I search my dreams become shattered like glass,

For as I search to my deep sorrow I find it utterly pointless.

Falling to my knees I plunge into my own self pity,

My own universe where the world revolves around me,

And as it circles me I hear voices yelling curses to me,

Ensuing pain into my heart that already had overflowed,

With emotions that could not be described by a simple word,

Deep dark emotions that consumed my very soul.

I begin to scream as my hands scratch the floor beneath me,

Consumed by my pain I grip my neck and decide it is the end,

Squeezing harshly my life begins to drain from me,

My vision gets blury and my breathing extatic,

I can feel my heart rapidy doing the only thing it knew,

It screamed at me to stop but my mind was to decieving.

But then something bright peirced the darkness surrounding me,

I looked up to see a small light escape to my hell that I lived in,

Stretching up to it I smiled lightly knowing that I wasn't stuck here,

My breathing began to slow again and large wings began to form,

They stretched twice my arm length and had small feathers glowing,

Escaping my hell hole I found that there truly was a hope from within.