Love.

Lies.

Pain.

Darkness.

Four words that alead up to one another.

Love.

A seemingly pefect game,

but it hurts like no other,

pain can.

A fallen love,

turns your heart bitter with lies,

that you tell yourself just to get by.

Pain.

its what knaws at your empty heart,

like mine,

which has been cut open and torn apart.

Darkness.

what you dwell in,

when you know your truly alone.

And when you close your eyes,

know one there to hold you, you on your own.

Then the love comes agian.

And you know the one that forsake you,

the one who caused you so much pain.

You love them.
And then the lying starts.

Telling yourself you dont.

Lashing out at others, not giving them a chance to start.

"I dont love him, I dont love her," you whisper in a bitter trance.

You love him, you love her.

Then the pain settles in, just as you turned your heart cold.

The cruel fire burn it away, and skewer your soul like a lance.

YOU LOVE.

Though you sit and make yourself numb with hate,

you still fill the pain.

You speak the lies.

You still feel the love.

Then the darkness comes, and it whispers to you.

"Your alone, your nothing without him, without her,'

'you wont get by. why do you even try to feel those words?

I...Love...You...'

"You dont love. You dont feel. Your nothing."

and you cry.

You cant understand, you dont want to.

All you want to feel, all you want to hear,

is your lost one say "I love you,"

But the words never come.

and you sit on your corner, you weep.

Your pale, your afraid, you dont want to go on.

You cry your silent tears, and rock yourself to sleep.

You sleep.

You dont want to wake.

But you must.

Open your eyes to the morning, the new dawn that breaks.

The soft glow lingering on your pale face,

the gentle breeze drying your tears.

then, unlike the dark whispers, it says,

" Why do you weep ove something you cant control?

Why do you dwell in the darkness?

Why do want to try and show?

That your still there, but they dont care?

Why do you waste your life dwelling on them?

Why do you want to help someone who wont help you?

Child why do you do this?

Theres so many people who want to help you..."

and you turn your face away,

and your numb and so weak inside.

You dont want the help offered,

you want to curl up and die.

But your thoughts become clearer,

and your realize theyre right.

You letting your lost one victory just come nearer.

They left you, because they were stupid and blind,

to the glory they had all this time.

The perfect gift that you were, the treasur to find,

but she or he was just as lost.

So even if they hate you,

even if they still love you,

Hold them and keep standing strong.

They migth come back, they might leave,

but at least you know you werent wrong.

You held true, you stood still.

You wanted to help them.

You were the one who wanted them to feel,

when they were the ones screaming at you again.

You were the angel who wanted to help the fallen,

and you were the savior to the lost.

But even thow you fell to and to the darkness were calling...

you were the one who stood.

You stood alone.

You stood up tall.

You were weak at first,

but you showed them all.

You still have tears to shed.

and you still love them.

But they dont love you, and the pain is there.

but just turn away again.

Just turn away, and if they follow,

if they follow and say those forsaken words to you...

if they look at your eyes and cry with you,

and then they say..

...I ...Love...You...

Turn to them and love them,

take them and show them the light.

weep with them and share your love..

and let both of you forget the night...