The Question

What did I ever do

To deserve to be so black and blue?

My friends just fade away,

But I don't need them, so that's okay.

Deep inside I know that's wrong,

But Ive been trapped for so long.

Locked up in the darkness

Until I accepts my way, the lonlyness.

-Someday soon youll see, they say,

Your friends left, theyre far away.

You cant win, so why not give up the fight?

Cause to me its just a long lonly night.

Im to scared, just to afraid

When I think back to where I laid.

Beated, broken, for months, maby a year,

So I give up cause no one care.

Now they even own my life

Im walking on the edge of a knife.

I cant be weak, cant fail, not ever

Cause then Im dead and that's forever.

They lied, my friends came back for me

They helped me out, but Im not free.

The shadows of the past will fade away,

But some memories will stay.

I know that in the future someday

I might find my own true way.

Not alone, with my friends,

The few who understands.

In time the wounds will heal,

So will the pain I feel.

But the question who haunts my mind,

Has an answer I cant find.

What did I ever do to

To deserve to be so black and blue?