I wrote this one back in December. I kind of feel stupid when I read it now because this was written in pure spite. I really don't feel this way anymore but I just thought I'd post anyways. It's mean, ends abruptly, and I didn't mean a word of it...


"What You've Done to Me"

Beautiful, disgusting you
Amazing personality, totally fake
I don't care anymore
Not listening to your lies
That's all it's been, after all
I don't care what you say
I'm not hurting, I'm not crying
Not anymore at least
Now there's bitterness
How could I have been so blind?
Complete infatuation blocking my view
Now, pain came and went
Just as my other feelings for you
Flames of anger fill me up
As I glare at you now
Maybe I'll forgive you soon
But not right now, by any means
I fell for your charm
Deceitful as it was
I feel like you,
Took advantage of me
I know you didn't
I know you aren't like that
Not the you that I know, at least
I still care, in the slightest bit
After all you've but me through
I'm not taking you back
No matter how much you beg
We can still be friends
But forget anything more than that