A/N: So, hrm, another song I wrote awhile ago, lol, hmm, I just remembered, I need to update my story soon, lol, which all of you should read because it rock... not the sarcams, lol, enjoy!
Use me, Abuse me,
I hate you, I love you,
So long as you say you love me, I don't care,
I'll just keep reaching for something that isn't there.
I've come to realize I've never been loved by a hand that's touched me,
so Fuck it,
Use me, Abuse me, Take me home.
Your whispered lies make me happy,
none of it really matters anymore.
I'm losing a battle in this war...
I only wanted you to love me,
Even though I knew you never could,
So now I'm saying what I should,
Your smile mocked my uncertainty,
Soft lips accused me of not trusting,
So I gave into your desires.
Use me, Abuse me,
I hate you, I love you,
So long as you say you love me, I don't care,
I'll just keep reaching for something that isn't there.
I've come to realize I've never been loved by a hand that's touched me,
so Fuck it,
Use me, Abuse me, Take me home.
Your eyes burn like fire,
Lost in your arms could only make me higher,
Perhaps you could call it a chemical romance,
with it's sick facade that increases with each hit we take.
I can't think, hear, or feel with the lies we create.
All I know is the comfort that you might love me,
I hate how I'm your play toy,
Once again you eyes were dancing and smile coy,
Use me, Abuse me,
I hate you, I love you,
So long as y ou say you love me, I don't care,
I'll just keep reaching for something that isn't there.
I've come to realize I've never been loved by a hand that's touched me,
so Fuck it,
Use me, Abuse me...
I won't take this anymore! No matter how I need you, your loving caresses and playful words decieve me! I can't fucking take place in this charade!
You've hurt me so bad...I can't live like this, Driving me crazy with the force of it all, Just...take me home, the only place I know, the place where my sorrow goes. The world of pain, heartbreak, pleasure and hate, overall it just makes me numb, it'll work out in the end, I promise!
So Use me, Abuse me,
I hate you, I love you,
So long as you say you love me, I don't care,
I'll just keep reaching for something that isn't there.
I've come to realize I've never been loved by a hand that's touched me,
so Fuck it,
Use me, Abuse me, Take me home,
Just make me happy, and don't leave me alone...