"TRAPPED"

I am in a world where no one understands me,

I am in a world where no one cares.

I am in a world that is controlled by society,

I am in a world where there is no escape.

I do not want to dream anymore,

For I fear they will never come true.

I want to reach out to the moon and the stars,

I want to show them all my scars.

I want to free my heart, which is trapped in a cage,

I want to be able to dream, to dream without a single tear.

Is this too much I'm asking for?

Does this make me selfish?

Why do I think that this is right, when everyone is telling me that it's wrong?

Why do I feel that it just won't work out, when everyone is telling me that it will?

Why does my heart refuse to listen?

How can it be so sure of its decision?

Why is everyone pretending that everything's okay?

Why is my heart beating wildly with uncertainty?

How is it possible that my logical brain is agreeing with what my heart says?

Yet why is no one believing me?

Why is there a nagging feeling I can't ignore?

Why am I feeling so trapped?