80My Note: Alright, please ignore grammar and such. I will fix it later, I promise! Review ok? But no flames. This is slash and has pedophiles! Well, only one and the age difference is five years.
Spring Star
"Meeting a Reindeer"
Kodi
"Don't do it, Aijumi. Please don't do it, for me..." I remembered that I whispered those words to him. My usual cheerful voice was no more. It made me sad when Aijumi had that painful look in his eyes. He always seemed depressed. However, I still loved him.
My trembling hand grabbed for his shirt as he said, "I'm sorry. You know I love you, Kodi." His cold hand ran across my wet cheek. I pulled my head away from his hand, more callously than I intended. I took more cruelness when I slapped his hand. No, he was not going to sweet talk me away when I know he's in danger.
Unexpectedly, to him and myself, I jumped off the bed and wrapped my arms around Aijumi's frail neck. That action caused us both to fall to the floor, me on top of him.
"Aijumi," I began to say, but I blanked out in what it was I was going to tell him. My voice was trembling out silent words. I know that within my piercing golden eyes were floods waiting to explode. He gimlet eyed me. Those dark eyes gave me the power to speak up again.
"Aijumi, why? If you love me..." I said diffidently. I couldn't continue. I don't know why I couldn't. It wasn't because I did not love him. I've loved him for six years. Every since that first glance in sixth grade.
I glimpsed at the face I was in love with. Pale skin, even more white than mine. He had shady eyes that any person would get lost in. Over his pastel skin was dark strands of hair. His hair was silky black locks that I adored. I adored digging my fingers through it. I even copied the same style of hair he has. We almost looked like twins.
Looking at him, gave me the self confidence I needed. I got up off the floor, just enough so that I was barely sitting. "If you really do love me, you won't kill yourself!" I know he never heard me yell in rage before. He jumped back slightly, eyes wide open.
"I do love you, Kodi." Whenever he said my name, it made me all weak inside. I knew it was love. It hurt to know that the one I loved didn't want to live anymore. Didn't want to see my face no longer. Nevertheless, he continued.
"I love you. Whether you believe it or not. I want you here when I do it," his voice was low. Lower than normal. Low and calm. That's not how I would be at this second. He was the calm one and I was shaken up. My body, my heart, was screaming inside, I could feel it.
Aijumi joined me. We both kneeled on the hard wooden floor of his room, hugging. He tenderly claimed my lips with his.
"Kodi...do it," his whisper was soft, yet demanding. I could feel Aijumi's lips against my ear with ever syllable he said.
"Do what?" I was confused. He would always say things that weren't ever detailed enough. I pulled away slightly from his embrace to look into those deep eyes once more.
"You were there for me ever since we met six years ago. You've been there to lessen my pain. Kodi, I want you to end it forever. Love you." My eyes widen. However, I didn't get anytime to respond. He placed something in my hands; I couldn't see what. Quickly, very quickly, he wrapped his hands around mine and pulled them towards his stomach.
Oh god, it was a knife. A knife was wedged into his stomach. Blood trailed down his body and onto the floor, and my hands. I did the first thing I could do, jump up. I couldn't scream, nothing would come up my throat. I stood there, glaring at my beloved dead boyfriend.
"Kodi, snap out of it!" It was a quiet screech that rang into my ears. I knew it could only be one person, Chusa. Chusa was always there to wake me up from my memory dream. I've only been having that one; the one that happened less than a year ago. It still haunted me. I would always see Aijumi walking up the streets, going out for his cigarette, or any of the other things he did regularly.
I could just imagine Chusa right now. Behind me, still in her desk but standing up and leaning forward. Her mouth would be just inches from my ear. We were in English. It was only 8:10 am and already I've been spacing out.
"Mr. Tsodachi, Ms. Dokuno, may I continue?" Mr. Muryu crossed his arms. Both Chusa and I exclaimed, 'yes!' If we hadn't, he would assign random homework that had nothing to do with what we were learning.
"Now then class..." The rest of his sentence was a blur to me. I wasn't in one of my memory dreams, but simply just gazing out the window. Mr. Muryu's voice wasn't the most interesting to hear. He was monotone and never seemed to be excited. But yet again, I never seem to be excited neither. I haven't smiled since Aijumi's death.
My cheek rested inside my palm. I could see the black strands fall onto my face and into my eyes. I needed a haircut, but I'm never in the mood. I shut my eyes. For a moment, I thought I felt Aijumi's eyelashes tickle my cheeks. But, less than a second later, I realize it's my own eyelashes.
Chusa
It was the last day of Senior year. I was so excited for summer break. I would be able to spend the entire summer with Kodi. We walked home together. He lived about two blocks away from me. However, I was going to his house today.
I watch him walk. He's ahead of me. I guess the incident at school pissed him off than I thought. Kodi's been pissing me off too, though. He's always depressed. He can't seem to shut up about Aijumi. Yeah, at first I felt bad for him...but now I just want to scream, 'you are so lame! Get over him!' But I dare not to.
All of a sudden, I heard a bang from behind me.
"Give me all your sugar or I'll fire!"
I spun on my heel. There, stood a young boy. I was surprised. I seriously expected a young girl. His voice wasn't high pitched, but he talked in a girlish manner. He didn't look very boyish either.
His hair was faded pink. It was very light as if he dyed it awhile back and now it's just barely turning back to bleach. The young lad's eyes were huge and were mauve. In those tanned hands, was a plastic gun.
"Uh..." I had absolutely no clue what to say. I didn't notice that Kodi was still walking away. I called to him. He turned around. He was kind of far, but not so far away that I couldn't see the glow of hatred in his eyes. Could I have done something that horrible?
"Hi there!" He reached his hand out to greet mine, but I didn't accept.
"Who are you?" It shocked me. I didn't realized that Kodi was right next to me.
"Oh! I'm Tayoh! Nice to meet you. I just moved over there." The boy by the name of Tayoh pointed to a blue house across the street. The sign that was up to sell it had a big sticker that had bold red lettering that read SOLD.
"And you're talking to us...why? You can't be any older than seven years old." Kodi's voice was very cruel. Yes, the new kid was annoying, but you could say something a tad bit nicer.
"Actually, I'm thirteen." He pointed to himself.
Kodi then turned around and started walking away before saying, "we're eighteen so scram." I decided to follow him. I would rather have the new kid mad at me than Kodi.
"Wait! Wait! Um, I have a single eighteen year old sister! Want to meet her? Wait for me you guys!" The young teen kept calling out. I obeyed Kodi's orders of just ignoring him.
Tayoh
Alright, my new friends are kind of strange. I waited there a few moments after they left even though I shouted dozens of times for them to wait. I started to thinking, maybe they want me to leave them alone. But...nah! If they want to be left alone, they would of said so!
I dashed after them. They were probably two blocks ahead of me. However, anyone within a mile could hear my brown boots slapping the ground.
I stopped in front of a white house. They both went inside. I rang the door bell a few times, no answer. I then saw the biggest tree I have ever seen in my life. Hm, should I climb it? Oh, why not! It seems like fun.
It started off good. I haven't climbed a tree before actually. Something didn't feel right underneath my feet though. I glanced down at my feet. Oh no. The branch was too slim. I got scared and fell. I could feel my head smashing down on the branches. I finally landed on the ground. Thank god it was on my back and not my head or my butt. I got up and looked in the window.
"Hey! I look like a reindeer!" It was true. In the clusters of hair that stuck out on the sides of my head were two twigs. Yes, I have a creative imagination. However, that imagination was not getting me inside the house.
I had to come up with a different plan. My friends could not hear the door bell or me and I know they want to hang out. I found a drain pipe going up the house. Idea!
I started climbing. It was much harder than the tree but I was getting the hang of it. I was almost up to the second story window. But, then fate clashed to me and..I feel again. Right into the same tree.
Yet again, when I got off the ground, I had two twigs in my hair. Hehe, God must want me to be reindeer! Wait, reindeers can fly so...I jumped. I was flying...until I shattered the first story window by leaping into it.
On the other side was not what I expect. This woman came in from the other room with a towel around her. She screamed and as I reflect a covered my ears before my eyes. She then took one hand off from the towel leaving only one to hold it. She grabbed for a frying pan and kept hitting me with it and chasing me out of her house screaming, "Get out perv! Pervert! Leave! Before I call the cops!" Jeez, can you say anger management?
Thank god, she didn't call the cops. I'll just come over when she's more...dressed for it and apologize and pay for the window.
"I'm sorry, Kodi. Don't be mad." I hear a girl talking to the left of me. I look. It was that same girl from before! Alright, so maybe they went into the NEXT house. You have to give me some credit though.
The girl was kicked out of the house. She started crossing the street, I ran to her though. She stopped on the sidewalk when she saw me crossing the street.
"Hey, watch out!" She called out to me. Watch out? I then saw the car speeding my way. I screamed and jump to the sidewalk. I landed on my knees with my hands on my head. I heard the girl walking over to me.
"You alright?" She questioned. I glanced up at her. She was directly above me.
"Yeah. I guess today just isn't my lucky day!" I beamed and got up and brushed the dirt off my knees.
"Listen, my friend doesn't really like people that much and it's best that you don't...stalk us?" She said.
"What do you mean?" I inquired.
"Kodi hasn't made any new friends since around a year ago, you understand?"
"Oh. Well, I know how that feels. I never had an actual friend. Just my sister!" I smiled. She didn't share the same smile though.
"I'm sorry..." She opened her arms to hug me. No!
"No!" I screamed out loud. I pushed my arms forward, stopping her from touching me. "I don't like to be touched that much.." I looked away.
"I'm sorry again!" The older girl squeal. "Didn't know. You just seemed like a sweet kid." Yay! Compliment!
"Well, thanks! Nobody's ever said that to me before besides Sis. It's usually just people saying stuff like, Tayoh, we can talk about crowbars in school. Crowbars do not advertise beers or feeding alcohol to animals. Tayoh, for the last time, the girl sign on the girl's bathroom door is not just a suggestion. Tayoh, just because it says banana yellow on the crayon does not make it edible." I imitated many of the people in my life, mostly teachers. For the first time, somebody actually laughed at something I said.
"You're funny." She giggled. The brunette then looked at her watch. "I got to be heading home. I'll talk to you later, okay Tayoh." She started to walk away but then turned around. "Oh by the way, I'm Chusa."
Chusa. My first friend. Now all I got to do is make friends with her friend. The boy named Kodi.