Oh, I cannot believe

What I am falling to.

I'm never going to break away,

Never gonna breathe on my own again.

It seems all around me are the signs

That I'm so used to not seeing.

How have I made it through this in the past?
What felt so good always ended up hurting,

So why should I let myself fall

Like this?

How can I stop myself from

Looking away again?

It's all around me now,

All I can do to stay alive,

All I can do to stay afloat,

All I can do to wonder what lies beneath the surface.

Would you pull me up if I drowned, or

Would you leave me where it hurt less?

Is it really true that

I can be with you?