10Only Once Upon A Time Ago
By:Thrisha
Date: 2/20/05
Just like the night before,
I sat and waited for your call.
You'd think I'd be worried about you,
but I'm not.
I have no reason to be,
knowing you should have called.
The only ringing I've heard,
Isn't even real at all.
At five minutes past nine,
I'll try to ignore all these thoughts
That are depressing,
Just like I've done before.
The phone sits in dead silence
and the only thing I can hear,
Is the sound of me crying and
the sound of a perfect love slowly dying.
I know the last whole verse is a run-on but I hated to change the wording, cause I liked it that way.
Yep, it's like my past is returning and I don't know who to turn to or what to do. I guess you could say that the more happiness I am showing, the more sad I probably am inside. I try to be optimistic, but we all can't hold "stuff" inside forever. I'm going be Ok though. I can pull through these things. It may just take alot of time and alot of tears.