Reading sappy romances

Smiles and loving eyes

Arms, legs, lips

By myself

It's 11:01

That's PM

I hope she doesn't hear the typing

Noone there but me.

No deadlines,

No self conciousness,

No uncertainty.

Optimism clouds my mind

Reality is sleeping,

dreaming now of

Heaven

11:21

Just one more story

or maybe two?

thinking of the future

afternoons with friends

watching happy chick flics

a shiver of happiness goes through me

or is is my cold toes?