the word that kills you inside

The knowledge

that it's for the best

eludes you


a feeling of failure

and confusion

and pain

The cliche

'where did I go wrong?'

has new meaning.

But then, so does everything else


lost in space

no idea what to do or

where to go

Your last point of stability

is gone

The earth begins to crack

Every tremor

is another failure

and every tremor

makes you weaker

With no support

no hope

it's hopeless

You finally