3I looked at my reflection God , I thought ,I want to shave it off. My eyes glared at the brown locks that were only waves at the moment. I closed my eyes.
She had short bright purple hair, dark brown (brownie) eyes, and light brown skin. She stood in all her beauty, her stripped kneehigh socks, a jean tutu, a barf green jersey and a hook earring in her right earlop on the outside. She smiled.
-I dried my face and got dressed thinking I´ll tell her to cut some of my hair and that I´d like to call her Mama from now on. I headed out of the bathroom in direction of my room. As I walked in to my room my hand searched for the lightswitch.
„ Ja, du hast rechts" I hear her say. I guess it will ahve to wait till later. She was on the phone again. I sat down at my desk and started shuffling papers as I hear Thomas scream „ Mama, MAMA?!"
„Sie ist am Telephone." I scremaed back.
„Das macht nichts!" he yelled back. „MAMA!"
„Ja" she said. They continued their conversation as she came down from her room. I followed her downstairs and asked her if she could cut my hair later.
„Yeah", she siad distractedly. or course she would.. why wouldn´t she? I set the table as she made us something to eat. I wasn´t hungry. I headed back up to my roomand started reading „Das Attentat!" underlining unknown words.
„JESSICA!?" yelled Lukas and Thomas one after another.
„Ja.." I answered.
„Essen ist vertich."
„Okay.." I said GREAT just when I was comfprtable and NOT hungry.
I sat down at the table. Noodles, white sauce, chicken and spices, the brocoli arrives with Mama.
„ Alle guten gaben, kommen Herr von dir, was wir sind und haben, dafür danken wir dir, Amen" we all said, held hands, „Guten Appetite!"
We started to eat. I ate even though I wasn´t hungry, just to please her. Then it started..
„When you leave the window open in the bathroom please close the door", said Thomas, „cause all the heat goes out."
„Okay.. I know." I answered.
„ Why didn´t you not do it if you knew" said Lukas.
„Cause I´m not the only one who does it."
„ I didn´t do it, I´m too small."
„Who said I meant you! „ I had finished eating and got up.
„Darfe ich aufstehen?" I asked her
„Ja" said Mama
I left and climber the stairs to my room, shut the door and put my Evanescence CD and took my notebook out.
-I kept seeeing her face. Her legs moved. She was moving. „No, Don´t go" I wanted to scream but as I tried to reach out to her I couldn´t see my hand.. she kept moving.. everything zoomed out and all i could see what her shape.