Love is pain, and pain is love. So is this pain I feel love?

Broken and hurt. Cried myself to sleep. Am I looked down like this forever? If you added all the pluses and minuses…will they equal zero? Voices in my head screaming and scolding that I'm a failure. Nothing but a failure.

What keeps me from reaching what I want to?... the tear that fell, I can no longer conceal. Am I really that weak?…

Once again scolded for my actions of independence. It doesn't matter how hard I try for the result is all that matter.

My final result…

Good bye.