December 20, 2000

The day of our time is drawing nearer so what is this feeling I have inside?…

Do I regret everything? Or do I accept reality for what it is and my own faults.

Was I a fool to fall in the trap of love? Cupid has stroke and left a wound. A wound that refuses to heal.

But do you still remember me? The time…our time? Or could it be that you've moved on…and found another?…or could it have been that you remain within me. Or is it just fantasy? Could it be that I still have feelings for the love long gone?

Afraid to go one, to love again, to go through pain once more. Fear…

But…

Love is pain.