"My Sweet Tragedy"

You used to love me,

You used to care,

but, now your relentless

Do you know who I am.

I'm questioning your actions,

Wondering about your thoughts.

Stuck in this horrible demise,

Without a single cause.

Why am I thinking of leaving

and not saying goodbye.

I want to disappear from this place,

Never return because your cold.

Not who you used to be,

I loved you,

I'd worry about you,

But now I'm doubtful of your love.

You rejected my hand and acted like,

We were only just friends.

I'm still in love with you,

I cherish you with all my heart.

But the blood flow in my heart is freezing.

There was nothing I wouldn't do for you,

But now I'm full of feelings of worry and doubt.

Do you still want me to be yours?

Do you still want me to love you with this great passion?

Yet, still I ask all these questions and

Your only silence on the other end of the phone.

Maybe the problems not yours.

Maybe I've created my own tragedy.

All this pain is tearing at me from the inside.

It's just ripping me to shreds,

The more my doubts increase.

Just answer this question for me.

Why?

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Date: February 19, 2005

By: under estimated artistsoul

I wrote this before all my life when down hill and it sounds like I just wrote it. Weird I think, but thats what my life has been like lately. Thedashes are to put in for spaces because this stupid computer won't allow me too. (Growls) :/