4Why do I still love you?
Why am I wanting to be with you again?
All these old memories just won't leave.
Whenever I see you,
Part of me just wants to cry,
But I can't because the old me is slowly returning.
Everything has changed,
But at least you seem alot more happier.
"Are you OK?" you ask.
I want to question you back.
"I'm OK if your OK."
I won't say it, because I'm afraid of the answer.
I can't tame these feelings for you.
Part of me is waiting for something,
I'm just not sure what.
I'm trying hard to not let it effect me,
But its always on my mind.
Why? Why? Why?
I still love you.
This world isn't perfect and no one will ever understand,
What I'm feeling inside myself.
Alone and wondering about only what is now gone.
I'm not going to go find someone better.
I never wanted this to end.
But nothing ever lasts forever.
?
?
?
Why?
Random off the top of my head. Its not great, but hey its not too bad either. I don't think I will ever understand why. Constently questioning myself and my actions now.
Written: 3/23/05
By: me (whose not feeling very happy right now)