My Darling,

When I'm sketching in my sketch book, I have noticed that I erase more than I mark. I have also noticed that a lot of people have thought you were a journal, Darling. Isn't that funny? We'll have to keep our laughter to ourselves.

I like when a train comes a crossed the street you are driving along, so you have to stop. I like to hear my mom complain about how long the train is and look at the graffiti. I like to see all the names and every once in a while there'll be a nice picture.

Since I'm telling you about things I've noticed, I might as well tell you more. I like medium sized pencils. I like things that look expensive but really aren't. I actually like school for school, not just to see friends, or boys. (Talking about friends I should call Jordan) Back to school, I'm looking forward to going back in August. I'm talking Creative Writing with Mrs. Barron, and I get regular English with Mr. D. I'm talking independent art also. I hope we do genetics in Biology with Mrs. Robin.

Signed with utmost Sincerity

Lly-a

My Darling,

Today I saw a cloud that looked like three things at once. It's not like it changed as it floated through the air, but all at once. At first I saw an angry elephant, and then a cartoon character like the Hulk, and then I saw a Samurai warrior. I thought it was pretty interesting.

I've noticed my handwriting has been getting pretty sloppy. I used to have really nice handwriting, but it took so long to write. I think people can still read it. At least I hope so.

My Mom and Dad made me go to church last night. It made me feel dirty. Not the "Holy Shit! I've been doing bad stuff," dirty, but the "God Damn, I feel hypocritical," dirty. I didn't feel better. I guess I'm a unique cast, Darling. The funny thing is that they know I don't want to go, and I don't believe in the things they preach, and they still made me go. It's like the bright eyes lyrics, "So if it makes you happy then keep kneeling, Momma, but I'm standing up." Well, maybe not.

Signed with utmost Sincerity

Lly-a

My Darling,

I'm babysitting for the Kenneth's all week. Today they sang karaoke.

I'm going to quiz myself, Darling to see if I know my class schedule.

1. Biology

2. World History

3. English 10

4. Geometry

5. Creative Writing

Lunch

6. Art

7. Spanish III / Choir

8. Intro to Law

Woohoo! I got is right! Wait. I'm not right. It should look like this:

1. Biology

2. Geometry

3. English 10

4. World History

5. Creative Writing

Lunch

6. Art

7. Spanish III / Choir

8. Intro to Law

The T.V is too quiet and the kids are too loud; an undermining combination. The dog is snorting and chewing on pillows; another undermining combination.

Signed with utmost Sincerity

Lly-a

My Darling,

All three of the Kenneth boys are sleeping. Michael's on the couch, Ben's in his bed and Alan's in his parent's bed. Even their pug is sleeping. Their Mom's supposed to be home in half in hour. Sooo. . . – CRAP! I ellipse! – This is my last day babysitting. Sooo . . . – CRAP! – I get paid. And then in a few days I get to go to camp for a week. WOO! I get to see Mary Jane

Signed with utmost Sincerity

Lly-a