3I am numb to the world around me
So many noises going around
There's no way to concentrate on what I know I must do
I hat to get through another day
Just one more
I have to try
If I don't then They will have won
I can't give Them the satisfaction
It may seem that I have everything
And through the happy façade I may
The only ones who realize this
Is everyone but me
The noises get louder
And the voices are now screaming
Let go, leave now!
There is no reason for you here!
But I know that the voices are wrong
My purpose is my own
I live for myself
Even if They can't understand
Even if it sounds crazy to Them
That is my reason
Because there isn't another one
And I know that tomorrow will never be bright
But I still keep going
Under this fake mask
Under these false emotions
Maybe one day
There will be another like myself
Without help, reason, or hope
Maybe I'm not alone
This may be a selfish wish
That if there is another like me
A burden will be lifted
It's too much to ask
They will not understand
They don't want to understand
I may be under false emotions
But I am the one who knows They are false
I will never let go
For if I do
Mankind will be their own destroyers.