Suicidal

I don't want go on anymore.

Sick of being called a stupid whore.

I can't take lying awake at night.

Crying because my parents had another fight.

I don't want to be abused by words.

Don't want to go through life unheard.

I don't like being unloved.

Seems like the only place for me is heaven above.

I see the way everyone looks at me.

Never giving me a chance to show who I might be.

I know that I'm the one you talk about,

I don't have in my mind a single doubt.

I sit in corners balled up in tears.

Cause everyone makes me relive my fears.

I'm tired of using a happy façade.

Seems likes it's better for me to hang on to.

No longer know what to do.

I don't want to have to cry.

I think it's time for me to say goodbye.