"Northern Star"

02.26.02

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Oh Northern Star please lead me the way,

the way to leave this world and be free.

I can see every doom conquer every life,

and hurt is all I feel inside of me.

I can hear all gossips against me

yet I try my best to ignore and set them aside.

I can no longer bear the pain as they haunt me,

I can longer hide.

Please Northern Star,

open the door and help me get out of this hell.

These lies eat me from the inside

and I'm beginning to die as well.

I tried to grab every hand that offered help

yet suddenly they let go.

I fall down to the valley of death

and suffer every moment I know.

I did try to move away

and go to higher grounds to run for cover

but, the voices from the valley

pull me back and bury me deeper.

Now, Northern Star you're all I can see,

please don't leave me here in the cold.

Help me tell the truth as I lie here motionless,

let the truth unfold.

Now, Northern Star I'm crying out,

speak a word before I close my eyes.

For I will no longer live to see this happen,

so please continue my fight.