On The Edge

I'm standing on the edge,

Looking down,

Wondering how far down it is,

And when the fall will end,

I've fallen off the edge,

Falling straight down,

Knowing I'm going to hit the bottom,

And how bad it will hurt,

I'm weeping on the floor,

Staring at what's above,

Hoping that I can make it back up,

And how much pain it may cause,

I'm climbing back up,

Praying I'll reach euphoria,

Thinking how hard this is,

And how badly I want this to end,

I'm standing on the edge,

Looking down,

Secretly smiling to myself,

And knowing this is the end

This is pure ecstasy