Sightless Memories

Every night when I sleep

In my thoughts, there always slip

About memories of a tragic past

In my mind I know, it won't last

A past that holds grudges

Of people who lead me to sadness

A never-ending dream

Where I, couldn't even scream

A very scary scene

Where everything is very clean

Without people or animals

Or anything that would make scandals

A very quiet place

There's even nothing to trace

I wonder how long can I stand

To be alone in this quiet land

No family or friends

Not even a penny to spend

This loneliness that haunts me

Is the only thing I can see

Not even a glance of the night

Or even a small particle of light

I really wonder why?

I just wish I could cry

If only I can go back

In those days when it's not all black.