The Necessity of One and Oneself

It is amazing how one's thoughts
So wholly unconnected
From one's work can
Easily distract-
For what does necessity mean
But requirement to
Do or not do
What is and what is not
Expected of one?
Should one thus remove
Oneself from one's work
For the sake of necessity?
And if so, must one be
Disconnected in such
A way from one's true self?
Two halves of one's whole
Being so divided must
Be a terrible way to live.
Awful, indeed, for one
Has been easily distracted
And must answer to the
Expectation of Necessity.
One has no choice but
To be two persons at
Once so that there
Might yet still be an
Equilibrium between
Necessity and free will
For one and oneself.