Confusing The World

Not me,
Not now,
Its not me,
Not ever.

No. It can't be.

How could it?
How do they know me?
Its not real.
Not ever.

Nightmares, Dreams

I've slept too long.
I've hurt too much.
Its not my time
Not ever.

They all seem so real.

So what am I doing?
So why am I writing?
Its not passion
Not ever.

They trapped me in my own prison.

What am I thinking?
What am I doing?
Its not my desicion
Not ever.

Took away everything.

Let me go
Let me out
Its not my place
Not ever.

But what if the nightmare's better than reality?