I just realised
That I still have feelings
For what I thought had passed.
But it hit me so fast
I didn't have a chance
To breathe.
And think it through.
But when I saw her
With you
My high dropped so low
That I didn't even know
What was happening to me
Or what a mistake
This could be.
Even though I was with him
My eyes wandered to you.
I couldn't keep wondering
What you were doing with her.
And at first it hurt
So bad that I smiled
To cover what I
Was feeling inside.
But I can't do anything now
Is there a point of no return?
Cause I just never learn
When to start,
Or when to stop
I feel like I'm falling apart.
Half with you,
Half with him,
The war I never seem to win.