How Will I Go On Now?

I've only trusted you a year,
But it's felt like a lifetime to me.
There's thing I've said to you that no one else knows;
Having you taken from me if going to bring death on me.
How will I go on now?

I wish this year would never end,
Though all good things much come to one.
A memory of you will be forever imprinted in my mind;
It'll be as if I never left you.
And you and I would always remain friends.
Who am I going to talk to now?

I wish you knew how much I'll miss your help,
Or how much I wish there was more I could do for you.
One day I'll let you know.
But not any sooner than when I'm ready.
What'll happen to our friendship when this is all over?

I'm going to miss you more than anything.
But I don't think you'll ever find that out.
Since I don't want to ruin what we have.
I just hope you can find this out on your own.

Author's Note: I wrote this at the end of my freshman year in high school because I was switching schools, and the one person I could talk to then would never keep in contact with me…I could revise it since it's been a year, but I like it this way.