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My fault - I let him do that too me
I didn't speak out
My fault - I couldn't bare others to see
I didn't want them too know
My fault - I covered the burns and the bruises
I was so ashamed
My fault - I just kept making excuses
I didn't ask for help
My fault - I didn't scream or fight
He said he loved me
My fault - I thought that it was his right
I let him hurt me
My fault - I knew that it was wrong
He made me do it
My fault - I just let it go on
Afraid to tell
My fault - He's gone, I'm left for dead
Broken shell
My fault - This water now runs red
He taught me about pain
My fault - I now cut my arms to shreds
Bleeding for him
My fault - I hop from bed to bed
All I'm good for
This was really hard for me to write – and a lot harder to post – but I felt I needed to share how I feel…after all this time…
I would appreciate your thoughts on it.
Thanx. Shadowspirit xX