All those times I told you I was okay
My world was starting to turn gray
I could barely see past the pain
I saw him die over and over again

I heard him cry one last time
A cry thats forcing me to rhyme
Just a simple shout for my mum
He didn't realize morning would never come

He was my darling daddy
Even though sometimes he drove me batty
He was there and I could hug him
Now he's gone and I can't kiss him

I just want him to yell at me again
I'm sick of this feeling of loss and pain
I just want god to bring him back
and to stop with this constant attack

All my life seems to be is strife
I'm so weary of living this life
I can't go on much longer
I'm trying to be okay, and stronger

But I miss him so much sometimes
It even hurts to breathe at times
And my world is now dark, not gray
And I guess..I'm really not okay