Standing outside with a heavy heart, my world about to fall apart

I try to understand

I try to understand

Why you left without sayin goodbye

Feeling like I can't go on – I gotta go – I gotta run…

But I stay

But I stay

And just silently ask myself why…

These tears fall without my permission; now in my life you're an omission

…so I cry

…so I cry

For everything I had lost

You're finally free of this place at last, but there's one thing I have to ask…

I need to know…

I need to know…

Did you ever love me at all?