HERE

So many things I hoped to say to you someday
How I loved everything about you
And that I wanted our futures to be the same
Are you really gone?
How can it be too late?

But then I feel you here
Lying next to me
Speaking your words silently
Smiling at my own little insanities
Reminding me of who I want to be
I feel you here

In the quiet nights
I watch out my bedroom window
Hoping to see your face reflecting on the moon
Wishing on a star to see you in heaven's mirror
Waiting for the lost moment I could tell you how I feel

Then I feel you here
Lying next to me
Speaking your words silently
Smiling at my own little insanities
Reminding me of who I want to be
I feel you here

But the years go by
Time finds a way to fly
Old dreams find a way to die
And I begin to believe I can survive

So now what is there to do?
How many days can I waste just dreaming of you?
If only you were really here
If only I could turn back time to say the things I used to fear
If only…

You were here
Lying next to me
Speaking your words silently
Smiling at my own little insanities
Reminding me of who I want to be
If only you were here