i am from a place of darkness

where my life


is a mistake

where happiness doesn't make itself known

and i sigh as i wake up



for the day to end

there was a time that happiness shone

daddy-danny: my hero

lite up m life

he made me smile

made me laugh

he left me alone

had me crying inside

instead i got angry

never really cried

i don't believe in God

or love

or happiness

i have an "i-don't-give-a-fuck" attitude

life made me this way

i go through life

no longer innocent

wearing a mask



that one day

i will live