Songs by Mollie Gardner

" 'I, i thaut i had quite a few 'friends'

but they dont call me verry often.

my 'best friend' had a party but dident want me to come

or even know about it

'cause she likes hir new friends better then the ones who wer alwase thair-for-hir.

i remember being tight, tight as my mothers fat ass

yeah,we wer realy close..what happned to that?

i usto be kindof populer.

now i spend my weekends at work.

i usto bave a boyfriend, said he caired for me.

saying somthing and doing it are very sepret things.

Yeah yeah yeah '
SO FUCK THIS SHIT IM NOT FUCKING PRETEDING ANY MORE.

NOT TODAY NOT TODAY IM NOT FAKING IT TODAY

IM GUNNA BE MY FUCKING SELF

AND IF YOU DON'T FUCKING LIKE IT

YOU CAN KISS MY FAT FUCKING ASS!

I understand that nobody gives a shit about me or my prinsables yeah

I usto reelie live for being little mis popularity

I was alwase the misfit bitch almoste punk pozer prep WHOOOoo

Id lisen to al lthe punk rock posable without anybody knowing but my big brother …

Id hide all my symptoms by putting on pastel pink

Yeahhh yeah yeahaaa

Fuck you fuck you fuck yoooooooou that's what im sayen

FUCK YOU ! FUCK YOU! FUCK EVREYBODY!

SO FUCK THIS SHIT IM NOT FUCKING PRETEDING ANY MORE.

NOT TODAY NOT TODAY IM NOT FAKING IT TODAY

IM GUNNA BE MY FUCKING SELF

AND IF YOU DON'T FUCKING LIKE IT

YOU CAN KISS MY FAT FUCKING ASS!

Im not going to dress like you want me to

Im gunna wair what ever I want

You cat stop me noooo, not today

Nooo not todaaAy

Nooo not today

And never tomarrow

Im gunna be my self for the rest of my short life

Thairs nothen (nothen you can do about it)

NOTHEN (you cant stop me)

I dair you(just try and stop me)

ill beat you shitless!

SO FUCK THIS SHIT IM NOT FUCKING PRETEDING ANY MORE.

NOT TODAY NOT TODAY IM NOT FAKING IT TODAY

IM GUNNA BE MY FUCKING SELF

AND IF YOU DON'T FUCKING LIKE IT

YOU CAN KISS MY FAT FUCKING ASS!

SO FUCK THIS SHIT IM NOT FUCKING PRETEDING ANY MORE.

NOT TODAY NOT TODAY IM NOT FAKING IT TODAY

IM GUNNA BE MY FUCKING SELF

AND IF YOU DON'T FUCKING LIKE IT

YOU CAN KISS MY FAT FUCKING ASS!
I, i thaut i had quite a few 'friends' but they dont call me verry often. im aloin and feeling depressend singian with the band is all I can do now,cause I haven't got anything left I cant feel your love it tasts like hate