April 4, 2005

She's trapped inside her head
And she doesn't know what to do -
The lies around her,
Surround her,
And she's running from them.

She tells me that she's afraid
And yet she can't do anything;
Won't do anything
To help herself.

Everyday it's something new.
Everyday it's something worse.
I swear to God, that it's a curse -
I've traveled that path before

And yet, she can't escape -
It pulls her in.
So gullible and easily influenced...
She can't think,
Her vision's marred;
Complaining incessantly is its effect.

She's scared inside her own skin,
She's terrified of what'll happen next.
She knows that she's alright
And yet, she's never sure

She wants it to stop,
But doesn't realize that it needs her help.
She's so afraid to even touch it;
It'll keep spreading until she dies
Within her mind.

And yet, she can't escape,
Can't run away,
From her biggest nightmares.
She can't hide -
She tried to find
A way to make it stop.

But she doesn't realize
It's up to her,
It's her life;
She controls what happens next.

Some things have to be
Taken into account:
Has her mind strayed her?
Have her thoughts deteriorated over time?
Does she know what's right or wrong?
Does she know how harsh gullibility is?

And yet, she can't escape,
Can't run away,
From her biggest nightmares.
She can't hide -
She tried to find
A way to make it stop.

She loves them too much
To leave them alone;
With willingness to keep her alive.
She doesn't realize that it's her life...
No one's going to tear her down.